A cup and a half full of joy(:

God is good, all the time.

Vanessa — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:26:24 +0000

VANESSA LIM IS OFFICIALLY IN ACTION AGAIN. HAHAHHAA.

Okay, whatever. Exams are like, finally freaking over. Freed. Bestie, I’m posting! ;D

Okay, went science centre with Qinyi, Yuensian, Nick, Yuxuan, Bestie, Jingsen, Benjamin and James just now. Had great fun. Awesome day. Mcspicy for lunch, hah! Nick bought his mega macspicy, woah. DIE SPICY. he eat until buaytahan, haha. Then YS and Nick went back earlier. Finsh mac, we went in again. Played virus. Hah! Childhood sia. And someone called me dog. Like, whateverrr. Lazy to elaborate further. Went back after. Okay, EOYS ARE OVER AND VANESSA LIM IS BACK. Just keep that in your head. ;D

God is good, all the time, He puts his song of praise, in this heart of mine.

We will, dance in the freedom that you won.

Vanessa — Fri, 02 Oct 2009 11:10:12 +0000

林靖仪今天死了。

别问那么多。

):

Vanessa — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 10:44:20 +0000

That’s the end for me, yes, no more, I can’t take it anymore. I feel like dying. I just don’t understand, where did I go wrong. Was I too nervous? Or did they think I wasn’t talented enough. Maybe I wasn’t drama enough, yeah, maybe. I just feel like dying, I wanna see those black badges no more, I don’t wanna see them anymore. Everytime I see them, my heart just sinks. Its totally crap. Why am I even feeling this way? Gosh. I’ve repeated it many times on plurk, just where did I go wrong? I really wanna know. Guess it’s God’s plan in my life, ain’t? To not be one… Sigh. I wanna end my life man. So many dissapointments this year, and this is the greatest of all. Guess I just ain’t cut out to be one, huh? It just hurts, wherever I go, I just see loads of them.

林靖仪死了. 我觉得自己很没用.

I called, You answered.

Vanessa — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 10:36:33 +0000

Yesyes, I’m updating, Bestie. Haa.

Oral on tuesday. Awesome man! I’ve confidence that I can pass man! Like like like, you know the song “Came to my rescue”, I called, you answered, and you came to my rescue and I, I wanna be where, you are! Indeed, Jesus is awesome man! He’s the awesome of awesomes! I love Him sooooo much, no words can describe alrights. (: Its like, I prayed and prayed before the paper and when I saw the passage, I felt a little lighter on the inside. When teacher ask me the conv, I was like, THANK GOD! I studied fot that topic! JESUS IS AWESOME MANCXZ! I LOVE JESUS!

English paper one today. I wanna thank God again! I mugged like siao and there, I’ve done it! Awesome man, the topic. I chose the one that can off-with-the-wind-with-my-imagination one, and it was okay. I finshed and still had like, 15 mins to spare. I usually like, last minute finish one lor, hahaha. THANK GOD. I LOVE JESUS, NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM.

Lastly, I really wanna do well for EOYs. I’ve been mugging alot and like crazy too. My brain just can’t absorb all the things I study, I’ve a badbadbad feeling I’m gonna drop into NA. Gosh, I really have to mug doubly hard. I think I have to begin to love mugging, it takes me away from distractions and all other thoughts, but sometimes, it’s really hard to concentrate… ): But I know, two people will always be there for me. JESUS AND BESTIE. <3

I called, You answered, and You came to my rescue and I, wanna be where You are.

Take me higher, then I’ve been before. Take me further, God I long for more.

Dancing in the freedom.

Vanessa — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 17:51:53 +0000

Hello people. I’m just gonna post about one day from last week alrights, cos I can’t rmbr. Okay, here goes.

FRIDAY

Okay, relativlely okay day for a start. Awesome art lesson, for the first time, Mrs Chee didn’t scold anyone. Weet! One hour just went by like that. Yep, no doubt. I’ll skipskip to after school. Aww, I feel guilty for kicking Halima’s locker, there got one dent and two shoemarks. LOL. Sorry! Then Horney came down and showed me a picture of some guy in the newspaper that looks like Junkai, I was like, WTH. Okay, then went to the band storeroom with Yuensian, Yuxuan, Qinyi and Bestie. Wait for the storeroom to open. Then Pingzhen down there, and as usual, the third party thing began. Sigh, I’m not even a third party okay! xD. So waited and waited. Then Benjamin came and blablabla, crapped. Then wait for storeroom open. After it opened, they went in take instrument then Yuxuan gang Benjamin’s tuba all the way from school to his house, haha. Then Yuensian take Yuxuan’s trumpet and I took Yuensian’s trombone. Weeh!

Trained to Jurong Library. Met Junkai and Amanda at MRT station. At library, did some homework, then gave up. Benjmain helped me complete the rest. Thanks sia! (: Then we suddenly all stop doing. Then started crapping around. Benjmain and Junkai suddenly go scold the guard pubor. HAHAHA. The guard go down the escalator then they go open the door then shout : “PUBOR!”. WTH right! Okay, after library went to Cheers to eat with Benjmain, Yuxuan and Yuensian. Bestie didn’t wanna leave so we went ourselves. Oh, and saw beloved Shiyi in the library. Then when we went out of the library, we started crapping alot. Yuxuan start first lor! WTH. Went cheers. Bought Chilli Crab instant noodles and milk tea. (: Went under MY building to eat. MY BUILDING OKAY! Then trained back.

Lets go library again! Haha, this time, I wanna really study!

Post to my dear bestie

Bestie! Don’t emo already! Put the past behind you, don’t let it affect you so much. I don’t wanna see you suffer. Pull yourself together and start anew. Leave the past behind. Start living in the present, bestie. You have to do it!. Jiayou! I’ll be supporting you. ;D Jiayou for EOYs, study hard and get good results, glorify God’s name! JIAYOU! I know you can do it! (:

At the cross I bow my knee, where your blood was shed for me.

the awsome class outing. 090909.

Vanessa — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 08:19:31 +0000

Hey people, back to blogging. I guess, I’m back to plurk now, ain’t. Haha. But it’s crap. -.-. My karma just won’t go up. Class outing was awesome yesterday. I’ll only upload pictures in my phone yeah, cos I got no camera cable now. Haha. Okay, so here goes:

Met Yuensian and Qinyi. Bus-ed to 283 to take bus to Harbourfront Int. So looong man the bus journey. That time take with Shiyi and Jingwei, I don’t rmbr it being so long. Chatted with Yuensian. Qinyi why so quiet! Okay, the rest at KFC. Went to walkwalk with Yuensian. Went to Candy Empire and we went totally HYPER! Bought marshmallows, four bucks ): Money flyaway. Sad. Yuensian buy Wii ! So awesome! Then we go back KFC. I tell you hor, this Yuxuan, keep calling me, use that disgusting sound, “Vanesssssss~, Vanessssssss~” Walau, damn erxin lo. Then they keep asking where are we. Then first we go arcade find them, end up nobody, then we walkwalkwalk, then finally saw Minhui and Nicolette -.-. Skipskip until Sentosa. Played some games Wenjie they all planned, okay lah, not say hen wuliao and WE WON, like, duh, we’re awesome. Haha, dismantled phone leh! Haha. Then went to beach. THE PART WE GO, I TELL YOU GOT FISH ONE LOR. I freaking screamed when I ran out of the water. Skipskipskip… Then saw Jingying and Maru. Then we went to palawan beach. Play water and went swimming! Will post pictures from camera asap. Drama-ed alot with Minhui and Qinyi. Haha, took picture with Jap chiobus. Warren, don’t jealous, you still dua chiobu lah, haha. Went luge ride. Spent more time counting money then playing -.-. Forced Nick and YS to sit together. Haha. Bus-ed back with Marcus and Yuensian. Came back, felt saltish. Bathed. Elmo called and talked to me from 9 plus to 12 plus. Crap him. He told me to get used to it. Sorry whitechocolate! Neh sms you the whole of yesterday. Will pei you today alrights. Cheer up, don’t be so emo alrdy, smile (:

Alrights, pictures:

I thank God for giving me such an awesome and fun-loving class. Such awesome friends too.

I love, you Lord. You are all, that I want, you’re all, I need.

In your freedom I will live.

Vanessa — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 06:47:00 +0000

Heyho peepos.

Today, woke up at 10:45. Then go sleep again. Then later Bestie call me. Haha, wake up call. Sorry, today cannot go play soccer with you. Sorry.

Schedule to mug the whole of today. So, gtg now. Buhbyeeee.

To Sherman: Hahaha, hey, I’ve got ice-cream in the house alrdy! Cookies and cream! Bwahahaha. xD

So its with everything I am, I reach out for your hand

Vanessa — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 08:08:48 +0000

Just put down the phone with Jeremy. Chatted with him for like, a long time. Hahas. Spent a whole morning spamming someone’s blog. Someone whose name I shall not mention because it pollutes the atmosphere in my blog. :/ But I’m like, beginning to feel guilty, cos she like, aiyah, don’t say. Then crapped alot. JEREMYCHINYP IS MING BRIDGES JUNIOR!!!! I SERIOUSLY DON’T BELIEVE IT ALRIGHT! JEREMY CHIN, JUNIOR OF MING BRIDGES! AHHHHHH, I’M PRACTICALLY SCREAMING NOW! MING BRIDGES!!! OHMYTIAN!!! AHHHHHHHHHH! MING BRIDGES! I totally love Ming Bridges to the awesome max, okay! Besides God and besties. MING BRIDGES!!! AHHHHH!!!! Bestie! Now you tell me, I want die alrdy arhhhh! Hahahahaha, Mingbridges!!! *gasps*

Awwmann! Ming Bridges! I feel like dying! ahhhh! BESTIEEEEEE! MING BRIDGES!!!!!

Jesus come take us, to the foot of the cross, where we have been brought now, freedom is ours, we take it up, we take it up, we take it up.

this dedication post.

Vanessa — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 07:26:58 +0000

This is a post, dedicated to someone, whose name I shall not mention, because it pollutes my blog.

I spam you, you not happy, you wuji you come find me lah. My friends and some other unkown people spam you, they helping me, you jealous isit, nobody help you. You want you come find me taiji lah, we see who back up bigger. Oh, I forgot, you say backup no use worh, cause you no backup right? Jealous oh. You want me find for you? I tell you, dairy farm got alot for you to choose. Pink colour one also have, black and white also have, grey colour, furryfurry one with horns also have. You slowly choose, I wait for you.

Eh, I use Horney’s phone communicate you not happy isit? He also neh complain, you complain simi sai lah. And I thought you say you want the spammer reveal? Now I reveal then use Horney’s phone tell you, you also not happy, still call me reveal. Aiyoooooh, like that also can sia. You veh funny leh you. Call me reveal, then call me don’t use Horney phone. Anyway, use Horney phone also I use, not you use, phone bill you pay one meh. Like that also say. Next time don’t crap so much. Limbu friend here all veh pekcek.

Oh, and my ahma see you bushuang, call you: small girl don’t step chio, if not I call my ahma step one give you see. Even your primary school friend also see you buaysong, you where not happy me arh. I not the only one okay. You ziji so ling ren taoyan, thickskin dao yao ming, ziji self claim you people sister. Aiyooooooooh. Cheexim erh. Craps much.

And you think you ziji veh chio isit, botaiji go say people stalk you. You think you hen chio meh. I tell you hor, you chio hor, I win the Miss Singapore Universe two times already. Want see trophy? I show you. I got nothing else to say already, you too mean beyond words. I got nothing else to say about you. Not happy isit? Come spam lah, my blog is already as dead as it is, you come spam, I get more comments, all the more better, keep my blog alive, thankyouverymuch.

KTHXBAI.

You’re the centre, of my everything.

Vanessa — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 10:00:47 +0000

Heyyo! Vanessa the awesome is baackk to blog!

Went back to school today, chiong-ed zuoye during recess. End up neh do finish also. I was like, equal dot equal, cos I neh eat what. Hungry lahh. Jeremy pei me chiong just now. Thanks bestie. Chinese lesson was like, a total waste of my time can. Teacher give us free period, also nothing to do. Went over to Rebecca they all there. I felt so extra over there lah. The two couples. I, Vanessa Lim, sincerly wish you all last loooooong! Congrats to the people, haha. I don’t know whether can say ornt, so, I neh reveal the names. Bwahaha! The feeling of being pangseh-ed is here again… Sigh.

Got report card today. Double sadness sia. I only got 2A’s. D: Last semester still got 5A’s lo, I must jiayous. Someone pei me study!!! (If can luhs). I didn’t fail my overall chinese, which is like, something to thank God for.

I wanna just thank God for every single thing He has planned in my life, and I wanna thank Him for the recent report card, that I didn’t fail any subjects, overall. I just wanna thank Him, that I actually had tremendous improvements for two of my subjects, which are like, Maths and History. These two subjects are like, my most hated subjects and I actually improved from an E8 to B3 for maths! I improved, from a D7 to A1, which is like, a 6 grade jump. I really wanna thank God for that lo. [[:

You’re the centre, of my everything, You’re the rock on which I stand!